ankle deep

stepping one foot and then

the other
into colder than wanted
water standing on solid rock waiting for the shock to
subside,
almost okay with just going ankle deep,
actually being okay with that, and also aware of the possibility for
more
so even if it takes me one minute, or 12,
when I finally submerge my whole being into the river, i let any and all sounds of hollering come out of my mouth into the cold
and for a moment i understand what they were saying last week in meditation class, chogyam trungpa and that whole idea of gentle
            bravery because now the water is everything i wanted and i don’t see how it could have happened any other way

 

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